Posted by: LIPING on: May 14, 2009
Posted by: LIPING on: May 7, 2009
You cannot change anything in the past, but you can change things lies ahead of you.
I think I’m such a kind person. A person who locks inside about one’s past more than future. Then it becomes two outcomes: good or bad. I don’t get myself but I’ve to change the way I think. And it requires more than time itself.
Just today, I felt bad enough. Whatever it comes across my mind, I just feel idiotic enough. Maybe I should not think too much, when things are well planned but it doesn’t work, what I can get is more than bad feelings. When you don’t plan, you get it, you’ll feel it.
isn’t it better?
Just today, I feel kuku. I’m in my own world, thinking abcdefghijk…
At times, I simply unable to let my feelings to speak for me.
Posted by: LIPING on: May 5, 2009
I really want to thanks those who’ve been great listeners. I won’t list their names here anyway. you know who you’re.
I’m still awake and kicking. LOL. I’m still blogging at this time, time now is 2.38am. so what if sch starts at 12. I still think I need plenty of sleep.
You gave me a destructive comment, & if I were given a chance to tell choose whether should I or should I not, I would probably choose I should not. Perhaps life isn’t great at this point of junction. You gave me a second thought of what I must do, rather than what should I do. Merely lost tracked just now but I would get my way out; the state of confusion. I should settle down, think thoroughly & sort out my thoughts about it. Stop thinking of factors that beyond my control. I need a breathing space at this moment. After all, I’ve to make a decision. It’s cruel to make a decision, like two things you like, you’ve to choose JUST one. 50 – 50 likelihood of YES or NO.
Life should be great during this weekends – those infinite thoughts= I should be happy.
Good nights.
Won’t be going bmcc training tml. ): but see you guys soon! ;D
Posted by: LIPING on: May 4, 2009
Posted by: LIPING on: May 4, 2009
I’m pretty restless & going to bed soon after I finish blogging. Slept around 2am last night. Dragged myself out of bed. ): Met nicole at bus stop, shes still the same.
When I told her shes cute, she asked me to repeat again. She saw her friend in the bus and asked her friend where she is going which is obviously going to school. Nicole is random and cute.
After tml, I’ll be happy.
:D
I shall go to bed now. I can feel tiredness.
There is no scarcity of opportunity to make a living at what you love; there’s only a scarcity of resolve to make it happen.
Posted by: LIPING on: May 3, 2009
Oh I decided to change another url again. I’m just being indecisive. Because Idk how to delete the previous url, I just created a new one. Okay, I promised myself to settle down.
TML is monday already. I’m gonna complete leftover homework. I NEED to, not I want to. I’ve been dragging till the last day. oh lala
I slept quite late last night, Iwoke up super late today. But it doesn’t matter cos I’ve no appt. I was free the whole day but I never touch my incomplete homework. I went out with parents to visit my grandma & cousins. Dinner with them & came home after that.
Maybe I’ll continue this post later if I feel like. Otherwise, I shall stop here.